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Once you have travelled far enough on this road of self awareness and come to realise you are so much more than a random collection of atoms in a totally random universe but rather something far more complex, what next? 

You have found that hidden seed that lies at the very core of your being. It is clear that you belong  to a different order of being, to something more than your DNA and genes. If you are a wise and thoughtful being then this seed cannot be left alone. You would want more than anything to see what happens when it grows and flourishes.

It sounds so easy but in the beginning it is a terrifying struggle because in order to let this seed grow you are going to be challenged to do something that is counter intuitive. You will have to die to self. You will have to want this so badly that you are prepared to go to any lengths and sacrifice all that you hold dear in order to let the seed not only grow but burst into the  fruitful fullness of life.

You will have to walk to the cliff edge and throw yourself off, trusting that you will not die in the process, and it will be a feeling of dying. It will be scary. And you will have no idea what is going to happen when you let go of everything and trust there is something greater than you.

This seed is your soul and in order to grow and burst into life you have meet the reality of truth. Meet and come face to face with the One who gave it to you.

Your life will be turned upside down and inside out, but as one who has travelled that road the reward is greater than you can ever imagine. As you start, it will be the first step of a lifelong journey of discovery and growth. 

Your soul will grow. Your relationship with the very giver of that life within you will keep deepening and it is a journey into infinity itself you can never reach the end.

But it will also be a war. A war with your human nature, your own desires, the peer pressure to conform to society. All of these must be tamed and subjugated only as you do that will you truly become free, truly discover, your real nature.

It is very hard, it is a very narrow path and the temptations are many to deviate from this journey.

But once you have tasted the divine, you will thirst for more, your soul will cry out for more. You will give everything just to know more, to be ever closer to the one who has given you life.

You will begin to understand who you really are, and it will amaze you.